My name's Asia. I'm 17 . I'm from Upstate New York. Senior in high school.
I just realized hella people think I’m gay because I haven’t had a boyfriend in maddd long and I barely hang out with boys period. All the niggas where I live are crusty as shit or they some “Uncle Tom” ass niggas. Where I live there’s no asians, white boys are a NO, latin boys are a HELL NO and all the fine Arab boys on some other shit. But really the only reason why I haven’t been messing around with boys is because I’m still working on my inner self. Majority of the girls with alot of male attention are unhappy inside and are hella insecure. I be seeing the way my friends act when guys come around like talking about how many niggas they slept with, how many niggas they “talk” to or they just do some extra shit. Idk. I just feel like when i get a boyfriend I dont want to be some insecure ass hoe, I just want to be happy and be my true self. I can’t picture myself with any nigga unless I’m happy with myself and I got all the shit in my life together. Until then these niggas gonna have to wait.
I was chillin’ in forensics class tryna do my work until I was rudely interrupted. These white girls in my class were talking about going tanning after school and how their skin don’t tan easily. Then all of a sudden these girls were like ” OMG! My mom went to Aruba and she looked like she’s from frickin’ Nigeria”. ” My dad came back from vacation and he deadass looked Indian.”. AND THEN THIS OTHER BITCH WAS LIKE “My mom went on vacation and when she came back she looked black, I was like eww what happened to you”…………… UMMM?!
I deadass used to have an open mind about everything until I realized there’s no point. Why should I waste my time being kind and sweethearted to people who are just going to be ignorant and negative? This really is the “Let’s hate on black people even if we’re black” generation. It’s like everywhere I turn there’s a story about black injustice, or racial discrimination towards black people. I go on Twitter and black men and women go against each other on some “I hate black girls” or ” I love white men & I hate niggas” type shit. It really makes no sense, and the more I see this type of behavior happening, I start to realize why other races make fun of us… Please chill with all the fuckery black people.